Think first!

I thought I was having a casual conversation with my beau this morning and soon learned otherwise. On the topic of the size of the wedding party, I threw out a number without thinking. Since I think too much about inconsequential things (did the dead deer in the road suffer before it died?), he rightfully assumed that I had thought and re-thought this thing through. So, the number I picked is now carved in stone. It's probably a good number, because I was going a little off the deep end, but geez, I have no option to second or third guess myself, and that just takes some of the fun (and agony, I admit) out of the wedding plans. Plus, I am older; I know more people. I have to remember that I am an adult, and that I can and should only invite those people with whom I feel something and not invite people for appearance sake. You thinki?